So take a good look at my face
You see my smile looks out of place
As you get closer it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears

i love you

"Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway."

i love youall...

I can't believe college is only like a month a half away...the summer has flown by!  im happy to say that my life is finally getting on the right track and im so happy now...its been a while since ive really been able to say that...i still struggle every day but im getting better with the help of some people who i love very much for everything theyve done for me...

and i totally love this song...

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And i don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'cause I'm in love with you.

i love you all so much...

Times Like These- Jack Johnson

In times like these
In times like those
What will be will be
And so it goes
And it always goes on and on...
On and on it goes

And there has always been laughing, crying, birth, and dying
Boys and girls with hearts that take and give and break
And heal and grow and and raise and nurture

In times like these
In times like those
What will be will be
And so it goes
And it always goes on and on...
On and on it goes

And there has always been laughing, crying, birth, and dying
Boys and girls with hearts that take and give and break
And heal and grow and recreate and raise and nurture
But then hurt from time to times like these
And times like those
And what will be will be
And so it goes

And there will always be STOP and go and fast and slow
Action,Reaction, sticks and stones and broken bones
Those for PEACE and those for WAR
And God bless these ones, not those ones
But these ones made times like these
And times like those
What will be will be
And so it goes
And it always goes on and on...
On and on it goes

But somehow I know it won't be the same
Somehow I know it will never be the same.
But then hurt from time to times like these
And times like those
And what will be will be
And so it goes

And there will always be STOP and go and fast and slow
Action,Reaction, sticks and stones and broken bones
Those for PEACE and those for war
And God bless these ones, not those ones
But these ones made times like these
And times like those
What will be will be
And so it goes
And it always goes on and on...
On and on it goes

But somehow I know it won't be the same
Somehow I know it will never be the same.

Scattered words and empty thoughts 
Seem to pour from my heart 
I've never felt so torn before 
Seems i dont know where to start 
But its now i feel your grace fall like rain 
From every fingertip washing away my pain 

I still believe in your faithfulness 
I still believe in your truth 
I still believe in your holy word 
Even when I dont see I still believe 

Though the questions still fog up my mind 
With promises i still seem to bear 
Even when answers slowly unwind 
It's my heart i see you prepare
But its now that I feel your grace fall like rain 
From every fingertip washing away my pain 

The only place I can go is into your arms 
Where I throw to you my feeble prayers in brokeness 
I can see that this is your will for me 
HELP ME TO KNOW YOU ARE NEAR!